The Villainess is Tired of Everything

"Leshuan, do you remember what I said about the Crown Prince?

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–And As for the commander of the knights, my lord Keisen?

Sudden Marceau's questions silenced Lechoine It was as if her lips had been glued together.

"A couple once I was cautiously talking about how I was treated by Ryan or Kaysen.

Leshuan I didn't like it. Because she's extremely reluctant to enter into disagreements between people."

–I I'll try my best......

"Cheered me on and sympathized with Leshuan as she listened to my History.

I I thought things could be different. But That was just my delusion.

Even after I told Leshuan, their The attitude did not change.

One And the same situation was repeated several times times, but Lashuan only repeated the same thing over and over again. Words could not change the situation.

Rather She didn't want to talk about it.

Only What she could do was be "here." Ryan and Keisen were more important to her than change Thinking.

Her I didn't want to have uncomfortable conversations with them. Talk. Not to be like me?

At I had no intention of evaluating our friendship, but I was very hurt at the time. And I felt the need to be with Leshuan is closer.

Then I've maintained our relationship with hope that it's just my erroneous thoughts.

Thinking that she hasn't opened her heart to me yet I was tactful and cared about her. I bought her favorite food, memorized Brands of Dresses She Passed By with interest, and gave them as gifts.

But my attention and diligence were given to Secondary attention.

I never got the attention it deserved from Leshuan.

So long I didn't talk about it myself, she didn't told me something. Effort Always were only on my part. But quickly Disappeared.

Came It's time to admit it."

"Leshuan, I'm not saying you're wrong. It was a natural choice, as they are dearer than me.

"Definition A "friend" that Leshuan and I can give, differ significantly.

I is not so important to Leshuan." as Marceau spoke and put her thoughts in order, her mind I was getting calmer.

"Yes, And so it has been from the very beginning.

As I knew that Leshuan's essence wasn't bad I didn't want to leave any regrets about missed chances in life that I got a lot of it, so I worked hard to the end.

But Has it ever been my way?"

–As We have different positions of our friends, we will be able to It's better to break off the relationship completely In here.

At Marceau's words eyes lashuan fiercely Quivered. Marceau realized this when I saw her face flushed.

How Her words hurt Leshuan badly.

But I didn't feel any regrets.

"I think The scar she'll get now might serve as a springboard for the future.

This is will be a good way for us to move Let's go."

–Therefore I will not accept any gifts. In honour of the end of our friendship with you, I don't I'm going to be mad at you for being you today came to me so rudely.

Pupils The Leshuan were empty.

She is seemed confused by the fact that Marceau's attitude was quite different relationship than before. Marceau understood This is.

"For Lashuan, this world is cracked.

How many people would have left her like that?

Especially a man who some time ago looked into her face and chattered."

–Then And that's it," Marceau politely said goodbye to Leshuan, turning away.

–A what What if I change? Lashuan asked. casually grasping at her wrist. – Will anything then be able to change between Us?

Reason along which Marceau experienced fluctuations At these words, was in her long-standing hope for Leshuan.

When Marceau turned her head, Leshuan's face came into her line of sight. Sunny The light shining through the glass glittered in Leshuan's eyes. Face with lively facial expressions It was wonderful.

On The heroine's face reflected sincerity, She had no choice but to reassure yourself that this time it's all It could be different.

But this time, Marceau completely refused from any remaining expectations.

"I I'm tired of seeing that face. Too boring.

Should Do I go to a place where there's a chance That I'm going to be hurt? No, where I am Will I almost certainly get hurt?"

–No.

Fears Marceau was based entirely on her own experience.

In the moment when Marceau answered firmly, Leshuan's hand dropped.

–I I'll wait anyway.

Tears Leshuan's eyes filled. Tears like transparent glass beads, seemed to be drawing on the painting.

"Where the one who wipes them off?"

Marceau thought she'd grab her again, but Lashuan didn't. She went on to stand as if nailed to one's own Place.

"Leshuan, Thank you for that time," the last one interjected nail Marceau and said goodbye.

This is was the end.

Leshuan, staring at Marceau with a blank stare, hurriedly averted her eyes.

Like Now I feel some guilt.

After she's gone. Leshuan's gift is still remained where she had left him giving.@@novelbin@@

Marceau I was alone in the greenhouse again.

"I'm tired," She raised her arms and cupped her face.

Sowing on the couch, Marceau sighed heavily.

"Maybe Will I feel better?

I I'll feel better after I'll cry like Leshuan."

But There were no tears.

And Marceau heard another knock at the door Greenhouses.

"Lety."

Her I didn't want to let Latie in. Especially when she thought about her previous Actions.

Marceau Slowly, she made her way to the door.

That lock it up.

However In front of the glass door stood an unexpected guest.

– ... Ridro? Marceau blinked in surprise as she saw clothes that the man was wearing, and I was convinced herein.

"He's here to say they're coming back."

When their eyes met, Ridro softly Smiled. Like a puppy that's happy to see his mistress.

After rehearsals of the troupe, Ridro always came thank Marceau. Hearing the Words gratitude wasn't hard and it didn't refused the actor to do so, as she I was getting better.

But Now the situation was different.

Marceau wasn't good, and she couldn't do it properly control your facial expressions. She doesn't I wanted to open the door.

"How to be?" Marceau, worried, gestured to Ridro go away.

Stretching out hand, the man made a pleadingly excited face.

«... A what?

Him Do you have anything to say?"

When Marceau tilted her head, and Ridrot continued Show gestures. Turns out he's been waiting until her conversation with Leshuan ends.

"Why There are so many people today?" Marceau grumbled in her mind, and at last, opened the door.

Uninvited the guest who appeared after Leshuan, didn't seem to be going to leave it until he does what he came for.

"I is a man who feels for many humane sympathy and don't consider myself bad. I don't want to hurt senselessly others."

Despite that Marceau lived like an aristocrat, Her attitude of modern man stayed inside.

How As soon as the glass door opened, Riderot bowed his head.

–Thank you which is still allowed to be used today Magic Tool!

–This is Not too difficult.

After The usual greeting man pulled out a small box that I hid behind Back:

–Seem We are forever indebted to the Lady Etvar, so we prepared a small gift. Will you accept it? It is prepared by together with other members of the troupe.

In the box that Ridro opened in front of him Marceau, there was a handkerchief. Smooth Tight Folded shawl with floral embroidery.

Marceau I felt better thanks to the favor she received after a long time.

"Yes, Some kind of happiness comes back if to give it to another.

Even if you did it without favors, or a secret desire."

How If Marceau wasn't considerate of others, She was happy to know that the others People think about it the same way.

First Marceau's year in this world was enough devastation to feel more vividly favor received like this.

Corners the girl's lips lifted, and she took kerchief. Marceau felt like this It was as if a spring breeze was blowing over her.

–In It wasn't a big deal. I'll accept kerchief. Thank you.

"Dispatch Ridro as a representative instead of to give a gift to all together, must have been made out of concern for to me, who is burdened by a large number of People.

So strangely. Feeling bad because of one person and good for the others."

Marceau felt a little better realizing that her kindness was indeed helped someone.

– ... You Not feeling well? Ridro asked, watching the expression on her face.

Marceau She shook her head sharply. She didn't want to to play games in front of Ridro.

"To me it's a pity, but Ridro is a famous actor who gossip and gossip surround. The other day Darcy told me about the rumors, so You should be careful.

Enough that I accepted the gift."

–No. Now go away, Ridro, calmly Marceau ordered.

But The man didn't listen to her. Instead, he just stared at Marceau with a passionate the face he used to do when he was playing.

«... What?" Marceau was stunned by the unexpected Reaction.

"I told me to leave, so why doesn't he leave Does he look like that?"

–If something happened please tell me To me. I can listen.

«... with why should I speak of Leshuan Ridro?

Questionably. Very much.

This is Not something I can just say Thank you.

This is human infatuation or rational sympathy?" a siren went off in Marceau's head.

All The nerves in her body tensed to the limit.

Marceau looked away from her handkerchief and cautiously looked at Ridro's face.

A little reddened cheekbones. A gentle look. Face looking only at her.

– ... I I would like to hear from you.

Marceau remembered Darcy's words.

Hand Ridro, who was getting closer and closer closer, gently stroking the back of the her palms.

Body Marceau shuddered at the unexpected Touch. Reflexively, she jerked away Hand.

–Actor named Ridro began to stand up openly on your side.

«... It's dangerous."

Like knowing what Riderot was going to say, the body Marceau stiffened.

Man confessed his feelings to her:

–I I don't want a place next to you, my lady Marceau. I just want to be your lover and at least stand behind you.

Standing on his knees and staring at Marceau.

«... What?"

Naturally For her, it was an absurd confession.

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