Chapter 1079: The Secret Hidden in the Heart
Chapter 1079: The Secret Hidden in the Heart
The door to the study was pushed open. Shu Xinyu looked up and saw Ning Yue walking in.
She turned off the computer and looked at Ning Yue as if nothing had happened. ” Why aren’t you asleep yet? ”
“Xinyu, there have been too many things going on these past few days. It’s been hard on you because of Tongtong.” Ning Yue walked to Shu Xinyu’s side and hugged her gently.
Shu Xinyu smiled. ” We’re all family. Why are you saying all this? If we encounter any difficulties, we will overcome them together.”
Ning Yue sighed. ” You’re always so considerate. It makes me look useless. I don’t even have the ability to resist. ”
“What are you talking about? If you say that, I’m going to be angry. Back then, my Xinyu Company was established by you. Now, for you and Tongtong, it’s worth it for me to sacrifice some, but …”
Shu Xinyu paused. ” I still can’t accept this. Ah Yue, do you think I really didn’t educate Tongtong well enough, and that’s why she got into trouble? ”
“You can’t be blamed for this. It’s Tongtong’s fault. After all, you’re not her biological daughter. You’ve already done very well.”n/ô/vel/b//jn dot c//om
“If I had a daughter, would you…” As Shu Xinyu spoke, she looked up at Ning Yue and met his puzzled gaze. Her tone suddenly changed. ” I mean, how good would it be if we could have a daughter? ”
“Xinyu, I’ve wronged you. You chose not to have a child for me. You didn’t want Tongtong to be neglected. You’ve sacrificed too much for me.”
Hearing Ning Yue’s words, Shu Xinyu lowered her eyes and did not say anything. Her emotions were unclear, but her heart seemed to have been stabbed by a sharp weapon and was dripping blood.
Ning Yue thought that she would rather not have a child because of him and the family. However, only she knew that if she was healthy, how could she marry a man who was remarried and had a family?
Back then, she gave birth to a daughter and left her at the entrance of the orphanage. How could an unmarried woman like her be a single mother? She couldn’t ruin her life because of a child, so she had to do this. Only then would she have a way out in life.
However, not long after giving birth, she was caught in an unusually heavy rain and fell seriously ill, causing her to never be able to get pregnant again.
It wasn’t that she didn’t want to have a child with Ning Yue, but she couldn’t!
Can’t give birth…She had hidden this secret in her heart for nearly twenty years. Other than herself, no one else knew.
She couldn’t tell Ning Yue the truth. She was worried that she would expose herself when she gave birth to a child and be despised by him, so she took the initiative to suggest that she didn’t want the child and treated Tongtong as her own daughter.
Because of this incident, Ning Yue had always felt guilty towards her. The facts proved that she was right to hide it.
However, only the heavens knew how long and how deeply this knot had been buried in her heart. She had already completely forgotten about this matter and was used to everything in the Ning family. She truly doted on Ning Tongtong as if she was her own daughter. However, Qiao Mu’s appearance forcefully reminded her of her past because that face was somewhat similar to her when she was young.
It was as if the heavens were punishing her for the mistakes she had made in the past. They had arranged for such a person to appear and ruin her beautiful life.
No! She was not wrong. She could only do that back then. It was not her fault at all. The fault was that the child should not have appeared!
She was just played by the heavens. In fact, she was the most innocent!
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