Fated to My Billionaire Husband

Chapter 445: Chapter 445 I Will Give You Everything_1
 

She had said so at the time, but even then, Ruan Tianling knew that the chances of saving the child were slim.

He gripped the ring tightly, clenching his jaw, “It’s not my fault!”

“I know, but you are also to blame.”

“…”

“Do you know? I have two knots in my heart, I can’t accept you, I will never be able to.”

Ruan Tianling thought that the two knots she mentioned, were the force he used with her and the abortion.

He tightly held her hand, his voice becoming even lower, “It was my fault for hurting you that time, I apologize. But this is not entirely my fault, you can’t do this to me!”

Jian Yufei closed her eyes, the experiences of the two abortions were etched in her memory.

For a woman, having an abortion is a huge trauma.

But for her, it was not only physical harm but also massive psychological trauma. The first time it made her lose hope, she died inside.

This time, it was as if her old wounds were ruthlessly torn open, then a knife was taken and a fresh cut was made on the wound, then a handful of salt was sprinkled on it.

Injury upon injury, resulting in even worse scars.

These scars may never heal in her lifetime, and even if they do heal, they will leave ugly scars.

And facing Ruan Tianling every day is a constant reminder of how painful her wounds are, how ugly her emotional scars are.

So how could she possibly stay by his side and live a life of torment?

Jian Yufei opened her eyes, her gaze icy cold, “Ruan Tianling, you can’t understand the extent of the damage you’ve done to me. Let me go, I don’t want to become a living corpse without emotions.”

Ruan Tianling’s lips were tightly drawn, he just couldn’t let go of her in his heart.

Now was when he started to care about her, how could he let go of the person he cared about?

“Yufei, because I hurt you, I want to make amends. Stay with me, I will give you everything.” Ruan Tianling said firmly, he was serious, he would not let her go.

Jian Yufei closed her eyes again, not wanting to say a word to him.

Feeling her intentional coldness, Ruan Tianling didn’t mind.

He tucked her in carefully, dimmed the bedside lamp a little more, and then just sat by the bed like that.

The door of the ward was left ajar, the light from the corridor outside poured in, along with a faint shadow.

Yan Yue stood outside the door, able to see half of Ruan Tianling’s back through the crack.

She heard their entire conversation.

The domineering love, deep possessiveness, and unconditional spoiling that Ruan Tianling used to have for her, all of it had now shifted to Jian Yufei.

Yan Yue felt that her pain at this moment was no less than that of Jian Yufei’s.

Because a large piece of her heart had been cut off, it hurt, it was unbearable, so unbearable she wanted to die.

Yan Yue held her chest, turned around, and returned to the ward next door.

The housekeeper who came to take care of her, Mrs. Sun, was sleeping on the edge of the bed. She woke up groggily, rubbed her eyes, and saw Yan Yue standing by the window, motionless.

“Miss, why are you up? Please lie down and rest.” Mrs. Sun stepped forward to support her, leading her to the bed.

Yan Yue lay in bed under her care, looking at her she asked softly, “Mrs. Sun, you have two children, right?”

“Yes, the older one is already twelve.” Mrs. Sun replied with a smile.